Tuesday, August 14, 2007

Haix.. early morning wake up as usual go work..
dun enjoy my life at all.. feel abit happy tt my colleagues didnt suan me
maybe tat ger nt ard lah.. jus no mood to work..
yest my bf sms me to meet me go out for dinner after my work today i was so happy as it been so long he take the initative to ask me out for dinner.sound so silly of me.. keke
went to jurong west to eat but quite disappointment lorz cos both of my stall i wanted to eat nv open lorz... so irritating........... arghhhh............
end up i eat chicken rice & one bowl of "shui jiao" share wit my bf.....
after that he sent me hme le.... although jus a dinner but i cherish it....
when will it happen again? im waiting again....
actually i feel that he keep goin out but nv tell me lorz..
jus feel unhappy & insecure.. maybe i got a bad impression on his frien
sometimes as i agree in wat Xiaohui say:

Jus trying to make myself happier but actually is jus an act only...
our heart is broken till nth can cover up..
the hurts is there... nv fade away...

To Xiaohui: i noe hw hurt it feels but i noe words cant console u up
u have to be on ur own to walk the path, be independent k..
crying might feel better but the tears is all the hurts...

No comments: